“MY BUSY REUBEN .”
Grace typed on a fresh page on her phone ready to write as she had always done , but the words just wouldn’t flow.
She dropped the phone in frustration.
“Or is this not it? ” She asked herself in doubt.
“No, this topic has been coming since we did that Character Study. But what is wrong with me. Why can’t I write like i used to? ” Worry tucked at her heart.
She had been writing for more than half her age , though at a time she learned to surrender that talent for use to he who blessed her with it. Things were fine until now.
“I can’t just write anything because I want to. Yes, I can but what use is it when no one is blessed or challenged. ” She thought within her as she gave up trying.
She knew where the problem was. There was a disconnection between her and her Teacher, Inspiration and Great Source.
“Let’s get that Connection back first.” She said as she decided to do all she could to get things going on fine again.
Days after found her observing Prayers, Counselling Sessions and other things that could be of help.
One of those days found her Mother calling.
” Daughter, I need you to write something for me.” she said.
“Alright Ma, I will send it to you when am done.” She replied assuredly.
“It’s a short writing, I should be able to write it.” She thought as she set to write but not a word could she put down.
“Wow, so I can’t do anything until things get back to how it used to , not even something this simple..” She thought in anguish.
Nightfall found her Mother calling to ask after the writing but she could only assure her, she would send it.
Like a miracle after days of waiting and watching, Light shun through the night, life came in and through the activity of a new day she got a Bible verse to back up her Mother’s writing.
She picked the phone hopefully to type and phew, she started pouring the words down.
” Yes, my Inspiration is back.” She thought with a smile.
The following day found someone asking her with a smile ” Is it the School Examination that made you stop writing ?”
“No. ” She replied smiling.
But she completed that statement within her.
Two days later, she set to write and indeed she could say boldly that her Source was back and the Connection was great.
How many times have you felt cold and lukewarm Spiritually ?Those moments when you know of a Surety that the Connection between you and Heaven is Low , yet you still delve into that Spiritual Assignment like your Spiritual state doesn’t matter?
How about those moments you know it is your words you are feeding the people ?Those moments you know that you have lost the Presence of God and you still go on living like it doesn’t matter?
How about those times you knew your Spiritual Antenna was low but you still went on displaying?
How good will it be if at any moment a Vessel realises himself weak , he goes back to the place of Prayer to find out what is wrong?
No matter how little you think that assignment committed to you is, you need the Spirit’s help to do it Successfully.
Loose the CONNECTION and there will be no INSPIRATION.
Get your Life connected back to your Source and you will keep on Dispensing more than ever before.
Go through carefully, taking note of each Statement;
My heart is so proud. My mind is so unfocused.
I see the things You do through me as great things I have done.
And now You gently break me, then lovingly You take me
And hold me as my father and mold me as my maker.
At times I may grow weak and feel a bit discouraged,
Knowing that someone, somewhere could do a better job.
For who am I to serve You? I know I don’t deserve You.
And that’s the part that burns in my heart and keeps me hanging on.
You are so patient with me, Lord.
As I walk with You, I’m learning what Your grace really means.
The price that I could never pay was paid at Calvary.
So, instead of trying to repay You, I’m learning to simply obey You
By giving up my life to you For all that You’ve given to me.
I ask you: “How many times will you pick me up,
When I keep on letting you down?
And each time I will fall short of Your glory,
How far will forgiveness abound?”
And You answer: ” My child, I love you.
And as long as you’re seeking My face,
You’ll walk in the power of My daily sufficient grace.”
God’s Grace is Sufficient But Keep The Connection Secured.
